IVF Funding

We aren't eligible to receive IVF funding as Ashley has children from a previous relationship. It isn't possible for me to ever conceive naturally. I have already donated my eggs in 2014 at the Care fertility clinic and then I did an egg share to cut my funding last year they collected 11 eggs from the egg share I received 6 of those and the other 5 were donated to the clinic for other infertile couples to use. 4 of my eggs were fertilised from my 6 and 1 embryo at morula stage was implanted into my uterus. The 2 week wait to find out whether I was pregnant was unbearable for both of us, unfortunately it failed. We do not have thousands of pounds to keep trying and we are desperate. It's absolutely heartbreaking knowing I may never be a mother. People get NHS funding for gastric bands, boob jobs etc so why can't we have funding to bring a life into the world, it's so unfair.